Study!?

raw! I feel like giving up Psle but i was forced to do for my future.The craziness in me is freaking me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wished someone is beside me encouraging me !now,i am very bored but i now do not have the mood to do antthing now.My maid freaked my out!i asked her something and yet she did not answer me.raw!i do not know what to do now.computer also cannot print test paper for me!!raw,no red pen,missing????arrhhhhhh...want to scream.